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Date:2004-11-17 01:01
Subject:Time for a Change
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Hey Guys
I made a new journal it is
playin_victim

so add me

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Date:2004-11-15 19:14
Subject:join you are guranteed to kill innocent people and ruin their country
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Mood: angry
Music:matt nathanson answering machine

just had a guy from the army call and tell me that my roommate has been drafted but he was kidding told him she wasn't here so he talked to me
he asked if i would join the army
i responsed by saying that i don't believe in the war and think that the president made a huge mistake
he tried to tell me that the army could offer me a great experience in seeing the world
no thank
well you have my number if you change your mind

it's funny because they have people calling asking if they would want to join the army because they are running out of people to fight in such a terrible war that should have never taken place....maybe this is all because the draft will be put in place and think that if the call college students that enough of them will sign up over the phone so the draft won't be put in place...but i'm sure that isn't going to happen

fearing for what would happen if the draft was to be put in place

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Date:2004-11-08 23:45
Subject:
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Mood: exhausted
Music:bob marley-could you be loved

warren wilson college is my dream college!!
offers a special program in peace studies!!!
and pre-peace corps
liberal college
in north carolina
music music music, mountains
only downfall that is over $23,000 a year

but it sure would be nice change and would enjoy it vastly

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Date:2004-11-05 00:48
Subject:pppppppppppppplease take this quququququququqiz
Security:Public
Mood: indescribable
Music:fly blowing

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!


THANK YOU
FEED BACK WELCOMED

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Date:2004-11-03 10:15
Subject:what is wrong with people
Security:Public
Mood: pissed off

i hear canada calling my name
i would rathere give up my citizenship than live under bush for another 4 years!!

i'm very upset that people can't see the wrong and hate bush put in this world and why the hell they would vote for him!!

people that are bush supporters are pieces of shit and i can't believe they would want him for another four years, i can't wait to see what other countries that stupid piece of shit will want to blow up next

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Date:2004-10-26 23:46
Subject:what happened to the good days?
Security:Public
Mood: shocked
Music:please remember leann rimes

i'm lost
i don't know what i want out of my life anymore
don't know if i want to contiune my education here or anywhere
i feel like a failure
i feel like i don't konw myself anymore, like it's this new person
i thought i had it all planned out but i don't know a damn thing

i want to see the world and go place to place nad remember what i saw
not having to worry about money or where to stay
but that isn't going to happen

i don't understand myself anymore
what happened?
i'm not happy
i put on a act
i'm really scared and confused and not enjoying myself

i'm trying to stop crying but i'm so lost and don't know what i want anymore

i don't know what to do

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Date:2004-10-13 15:07
Subject:
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Mood: impressed
Music:bob marley and peter tosh legalize it

i found a new love Sushi........mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..good

today has been a lot better than yesterday i hate the days when noting goes your way and being depressed


off to a sex toy party..anyone need anything??


i really want to go to a haunted house when i come home...anyone want to go??

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Date:2004-10-05 20:29
Subject:she has what......keychain vibrator....... i saw that in the sex toy book
Security:Public
Mood: thankful
Music:rascal flats dry county girl

to think in one year from today i will be 20 is crazy
i remember turning 13 and thinking i was soo old and mature and knew everything but you always keep learning
it sounds old but than one year after that i will be 21 and can buy in the US and go bar hoping here

anyways i want to than everyone who called imed and said happy birthday to me
i got this feeling that no one would remember and that today was going to suck
but it did'nt it was fun but way to many classes

saturday is canada i'm very excited
legally drink and got drunk off my ass

well i'm going to hit the sack

P.S. i don't like it how supporters of bush think they are better than everyone eles and think they have the best plan for america when they don't have a fucking clue because they screwed this country over

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Date:2004-10-04 21:46
Subject:she had a guy come up to her?
Security:Public
Mood: contemplative
Music:rufus wainwright oh what a world

this weekend i came home and worked
friday at the detroit opera house
found it a fending when they severed us chili for our meal all people don't eat beef and chili
saturday at the conference center at greenfield village
going to be getting a big check in 2 weeks!!

come to realize that is sucks coming home on the weekends
nothing to do

writing my philosophy essay or least trying too, haven't got to far only the intro
just can't set my mind to write it but it is due tomorrow so i shall complete it tonight
socrates and crito just don't do it for me

i love the fall
trees changing
weather getting cold
long sleeves and sweaters
coats
would really enjoy going to an apple orchard one of these weekends

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Date:2004-09-27 21:38
Subject:boys suck
Security:Public
Mood: pissed off
Music:music making me depressed

Why can i never find a good guy that i like and is my type!?!? it fucking sucks

ashley and me are very upset about this matter because we can never find them.........

and

then there are girls who throw themselves at every guy and finds a good one..but we are not like that

this sucks balls!!!!!!!!!!

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Date:2004-09-27 17:05
Subject:i haven't puked yet
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Mood: sleepy
Music:dmb

last night was my first time i've puked since i have been up at college
ashley and i were driving around and were talking about puking and i was like i haven't yet and i guess it came back and got me

went to chip village left there because noting was really going on
than i ran up to the taxi van and asked if they could take us to deerfield
he did even though it wasn't the taxi for us
went to deerfield drank lots of beer
had to leave because someone was cold and wasn't drinking
i didn't want to

came back to the room where i fell out of my bed 3 times puked on the carpet and managed to talk to matt for quiet sometime
ashley was afraid that i was going to die, she got to meet the drunk danielle but it isn't going to happen again

don't you hate it when you wake up the next day and can't remember what you said and did???

felt like shit is afternoon so i slept till 4 and now just waiting for my clothes to dry and i really need to start homework since i have a paper due in every class this week

coming home the next four weekends in a row not to happy about it but i got to
this coming weekend working
next birthday canada homecoming
next matt nathanson
next brookes 1st birthday and dillons 1st birthday

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Date:2004-09-14 23:00
Subject:
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Mood: confused
Music:rufus wainwright

not to much has been going on
went to state friday where i got to see everybody it was nice
had fun finishing off my captains
lost my cell phone but that is my own fault
but now it is fixed i still have the same phone #
but i have NO ones number so please drop it here

i really just want this week to end so i can go visit the baby and see everybody @ the wedding

this week is going to suck once your teacher is like everyone gets this so i'm going to give you a quiz and move the test up

talked to kim today, oh how i wish she was still living in michigan i have no one to tell everything too, it sucks i really wish she could come home for a day and we could talk all day

roommate added her stuff to the living room, what can we say about that??? i feel bad cause ashleys whole room is her roommates the roommate took it over!!

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Date:2004-09-02 22:11
Subject:excuse me please keeping lying
Security:Public
Mood: stressed
Music:grace is gone dmb

why do people have to be bastards?!??!??!?!?




blah!!!!!!

i need a nice strong drink like dave
so i'll be gone

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Date:2004-08-31 15:20
Subject:finally
Security:Public
Mood: nervous

it's my first college entry, finally got the internet yesterday
it's going fine
my 2 roommates are so awesome
we are really getting along good

welcome weekend was soo fun hang out with candice sarah steve and adam alot last weekend
thinknig about living with those girls next year and my 2 roommates

getting ready to go to my first college class
a litte scared

i better get going

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Date:2004-08-20 01:36
Subject:it's done
Security:Public
Mood: sad
Music:things running thru my head

can't believe today was my last day home
spent with my friends
dinner
julies and
than amanda and kim
melissa's
amber's call
i don't know what i'm going to do without you all
it is finally hitting me that i'm leaving my friends that i spent the last 4 years with or more we are all going are seperate ways
some will see each other some will not
it's sooo hard to believe right now i can't believe it

thanks to everyone who has a part in my heart that i will remember forever even if we aren't like we use to be i will still remember when we were

goodbye all my friends i wish you the best that life brings to you, you will all do great and succedd some better than others but you will all be happy with what life has to offer to you
go for what your heart tells you to...don't hold back and don't regret a single thing you do with your life

farewell kim amanda amber z julie tud melissa cathy lauren jackie michelle burke abby melissa coley john kenny
thanks for the times that we shared and all the memories that we made together i wish you all the best that life brings to you on your plate don't be afraid of what makes you happy even it if makes others sad, do what you want to do and what will make you happy

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So long, so long, front foot leads the back one
Go on and it won't be too soon
I'm gone, I'm gone and on to the next one
So long, and I won't be back soon
Yes I'm blue, but from holding my breath
Like I have from the start
I'm the villain and I should confess
I liked you better before
So long, so long and on to the next one
Go on and it won't be too soon
I'm gone, I'm gone, bet you saw this one comin?
So long and I won't be back soon
It's hateful to say, see it this way
Don't even know who you are
But in my defense I'd do it again
I don't need to know who you are
So long, so long and on to the next one
Go on and it won't be too soon
You're gone, you're gone, are you waiting for somethin?
Go on cause I won't be back soon
It's hateful to say, see it this way
Don't even know who you are
But in my defense I'd do it again
I don't need to know who you are
So long, so long, front foot leads the back one
Go on and it won't be too soon
You're lost and gone and on to the next one
Don't need to know who you are
Don't need to know who you are

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Date:2004-08-15 11:35
Subject: fitting my whole world in suit cases
Security:Public
Mood: frustrated
Music:lie in our graves-dmb

packed up
pictures frames
pictures
books
candles
posters
photo albums
lava lamp
bottles
all packed
my drawers was starting to empty out
thinking that i packed up WAY to many clothes but with the weather bring like it is you need warm clothes

have everthing except a futon and paper towel holder
hopefully i can find the futon in indiana

have so much to do around here before i leave my dad told me a have to make a list of all the things that i have to get done before i leave...it's coming sooo fast!!!

*what time is the dinner on thrusday?*

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Date:2004-07-30 17:15
Subject:even the best fall down sometimes
Security:Public
Mood: anxious
Music:howie day collide

i'm seeing matt tonight at freedom hill haven't seen him since october so i'm pretty excited
also howie day who i've never seen in concert

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Date:2004-07-28 11:15
Subject:we were just another band outta boston
Security:Public
Mood: lazy
Music:Howie Day Sunday Morning Song

Last night i went to the Boston Concert with my Dad, we sat in the rain along side my uchle and his girlfriend, it was a good concert but we decided to leave once our hands started to wrinkle...good bonding between my dad and i since it might be one of the last times before i leave for school in 24 days

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Date:2004-07-22 21:53
Subject:
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* spell your first name backwards: elleinad
* the story behind your lj user name: my first aim name
* where do you live?: s.c.s

describe your...
* wallet: black xoxo
* hairbrush: to many
* jewelry worn daily: ? Watch thumb ring and 3 others, bracelet, and earrings
* pillow cover: purple pink and blue daisies
* blanket: same as pillow cover
* coffee cup: don’t have one
* sunglasses: brown
* underwear: all different kind, right now blue with flowers
* boots: brown, black
* handbag: lots
* favorite shirt: not sure maybe guster
* cologne/perfume: cool water
* cd in stereo right now: flaming lips
* tattoos: never
* piercings: ears soon nose
* what you are wearing now: white t-shirt and leopard shorts
* hair: crazy right now
* in my mouth: nothing
* in my head: sining this song
* wishing: that it wasn’t so hot out
* after this: going out to steves
* talking to: no one
* eating: nothing
* what's next to you: remote, computer
* some of your favorite movies: dazed and confused
* something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: canoeing and going to central
* something that you are deathly afraid of: needles and shoots
* do you like candles?: yes
* do you like hot wax?: no
* do you like the taste of blood?: not really
* do you believe in love?: yea
* do you believe in soul mates?: sure
* do you believe in love at first sight?: sure
* who is your worst enemy? No one
* if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: a boxed
* what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: anywhere but the U.S
* what are some of your favorite pig out foods?: chop suiee
* what's something you wish you could understand better?: why I’m getting so fat

My profile

LEVEL ONE:
-- Name: Danielle Nadine Nagorsen
-- Birthdate: October 5th, 1985
-- Birthplace: Warren Michigan
-- Current Location: S.C.S
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: reddish brown
-- Height: 5'5
-- Righty or lefty: lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: vlibra

LEVEL TWO
-- The shoes you wore today: sandels and tennis shoes
-- Your fears: needles and shotts
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: graduate college

LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase(s): fuck
-- Your thoughts first waking up: when I’m I going to get ready
-- Your best physical feature: umm…maybe my smile
-- Your bedtime: whenever

LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: neither
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Nike or Adidas: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: none
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both

LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: depends
-- Cuss: sometimes
-- Sing: all the time
-- Take a shower everyday: for sure
-- Have a crush: no
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Like high school: yea
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Believe in yourself: most of the time
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak:wish I was
-- Get along with your parents: most part
-- Like thunderstorms: no, they scare me
-- Play an instrument: no

LEVEL SIX: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": yes
-- Been called a tease: sure
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no

LEVEL SEVEN
-- Age you hope to be married: in my 20s
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 3 or 4
-- Describe your dream wedding: on an island with my family and friends and bunch of flowers everywhere
-- How do you want to die: not sure
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: work for the un
-- What country would you most like to visit: England

LEVEL EIGHT: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: doesn’t matter
-- Best hair color?: brown
-- Short or long hair: middle
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: anything

LEVEL NINE
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 1
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
-- Number of CDs? lots
-- Number of piercings: 8
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: a lot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: lots but everything happens for a reason so it doesn’t matter

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Date:2004-07-22 20:33
Subject:do you realize that you have the most beautiful face???
Security:Public
Mood: creative
Music:DMB- Stay

just got done ms.wysongs hair and waiting for that to turn out
hopefully it turns out amazing

went out to dinner with wysong to texas roadhouse it was great as usual

worked 7-12:30 and was i don't look a day older than 16

went to record town brought howie day and the flaming lips even though i had their cd but got stuck in a tanning bed

the flaming lips song "do you realize" song explains it all and makes so much sense you guys should download it

and
tonight i guess their is a party @ steve's so we will be heading their..maybe i will see you???

also i don't know if anyone is interested in going to see boston this coming tuesday night it's lawn seats and might be 10 to get in
drop it here if you do

got tickets to matt nathanson and howie day 16th row!!!

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